First, he teached me to say “windup”. Boh, doest it have any sense?
Anyway, I’m the best in fool myself.
What I want/need to be happy now? I could say : ” Find myself!”
” Don’t look back! Carry on! ”
“Life is Amazing!”
“Be strong! React! ”
” Fuck him! He doesn’t deserve your LOVE!”
All good points, very good points.
The only thing that could make me happy now is… HIM! Is it so bad to admit? Is it so Pathetic?
I don’t think so, it’s the truth, sometimes truth is pathetic. OKay, sì, è patetico.
Why I expect so much from him? We met three months ago. I had a boyfriend, we were together for 5 years, almost 6.
I run away from his life, i just disappeared. We had years of something together, and i didn’t stop even for a minute before running away. Not a minute. No doubt. No regrets.
I was sure, even before meeting this British guy, i didn’ want to spend my life with my ex boyfriend.
We were buying home, together.
So, why I expect something from HIM now? Because i love him, and love make me blind?Maybe. Karma? Ma per favore.
He text me, i don’t know nothing anymore. Again.